Night.

I try to appear strong,

but I'm really weak

and hopelessly

alone.



And I

do

need

you.

And I hope

you do

need me

too.

You haven't lost me yet...

Let this song speak in behalf of my heart for now.



Yet

All my heads are tails
She's got teary eyes
I've got reasons why
I'm losing ground
And gaining speed
I've lost myself
Or most of me
I'm ready for the final precipice

But you haven't lost me yet
No, you haven't lost me yet
I'll sing until my heart caves in
No, you haven't lost me

These days pass me by
I dream with open eyes
Nightmares haunt my days
Visions blur my nights
I'm so confused
What's true or false
What's fact or fiction after all
I feel like I'm an apparition's pet

But you haven't lost me yet
You haven't lost me yet
I'll run until my heart breaks in
No, you haven't lost me yet
Oo, oo, yeah

If it doesn't break
If it doesn't break
Yeah, if it doesn't break your heart it isn't love
Now if it doesn't break your heart it's not enough
It's when you're breaking down with your insides coming out
It's when you find out what your heart is made up of

And you haven't lost me yet
No, you haven't lost me yet
I'll sing until my heart caves in
No, you haven't lost me yet

KL Sing Song 2009 Pt 2 (and the end of classes in college)

Hey, here are more videos I recorded at KL Sing Song 2009 for your viewing pleasure. :)

David Knight with the very brilliant Borderline Schizo. His falsetto does remind me of Thom Yorke but he does possess a distinct bittersweet, world-weary quality in his voice.



Sharidir & Nizam P are brilliant! Seriously, when they come up with an EP I'm sure to buy one. They are that good! I would have recorded more videos if not for my camera dying on me that day. Well, I don't know the official title for this song, so I'll just call it "Bulan Terang Disinari Purnama". :)



***

On another note, I ended my last class in college on Tuesday. I have always wished for college life to end faster but now that it's here, I'd wished college life would last a little longer. Maybe I'm just feeling a little emo and slightly fearful of what lies next in life for me.

But at this age, I really do need to join the rat race and I have stalled it long enough.

After a whirlwind of crazy few weeks, I finally could take a breather too. Am applying for my internship which will begin at the end of this month. Think I'm finally decided on al-Jazeera, although some has expressed fear that I may not learn much in such a high-level news institution. It was either this or Personal Money magazine or The Edge.

But I still do have one more assignment due next week so yeah- it's not really over yet.

And to all the friends I made in Taylor's, thanks for making my time here really enjoyable and not as bad as I expected.

Adapting to college life after one year of freelancing was not really easy, but you guys made me feel like I'm 19 all over again (besides from dating a much younger and hotter girlfriend).

Ok, that's all. And I'll be watching 2012 this Saturday evening. Word is, something exciting is going to happen. ;)

Have a good weekend peeps,

Max K

KL Sing Song 2009

Here are some videos I recorded at the recent KL Sing Song held at The Annexe Gallery on 1 Nov 2009. I went with Cindy for the last day which featured the amazing Yuna, Otam, David Knight from California, Nik, Ray & Ash, Otam, Najwa with her amazing vocals, and Sharidir & Nizam P.

All the acts were amazing on their own but the highlight has to be the inspired impromptu jaimming sessions.

Story for NST will come soon but until then, here are the videos. Enjoy. :)

Yuna performs one of her latest songs- Random Awesome.



David Knight has an arresting voice which really fits his melancholic music achingly perfect.



Otam sings the tender Ku Telan Rasa.



Otam is joined by the amazingly talented Sharidir & Nizam P. It's a long intro but it's worth the wait.



More videos to come later. :)

Poem- Still love

I will still love
No matter, no matter

I will still love
Though it doesn't make a difference

I will still love
Though you don't feel the same

I will still love
And stand by here

I will still love
No matter, no matter

You